*sigh* .... Health [Update]I'm hoping that the 15th gets here soon, yet I don't want it to come. Seriously, it's nice to know that something is wrong with you, but there are times you're just like, "Why is this something I have to worry about? Why should I worry about it? I've been good(ish) person... things like this shouldn't happen to good people." Except they do, and it rarely happens to the assholes that deserve it. At least I hope that they'll get their comeuppance in the next life.
As for what I'm talking about...
I'm not certain if I mentioned it here or in another journal of sorts. Back in February I went to the doctor for my physical. There was a small lump on my chest. It was small, about the size of the pencil eraser. There were two more small ones like that. The doctor told me to come back in three months, but with how busy I've been and lacking a car, I haven't had a chance to swing by there until now.
Aw, c'mon, Rotzi, small li'l bumps on the chest aren't nothing to worry about...
...yea, right. Not only have they grown, it's moved to the other side, and there are seven. I just really want to find the closest rock to crawl under and just pretend that it's happening to someone else.
I called my mum today to tell her the news. While I don't want to seem like an emotional, clingy child, she has offered to come to the doctor's with me, and I'm probably going to take her up on that offer.
Kinda funny. I always wanted a breast reduction... Careful what you wish for, kids. Fate has this -great- sense of humor.
At least I have a bottle of Bailey's and a bottle of Absolut at home that are unopened. I figure I can celebrate if it's something minor, or drink a little while depressed, get disgusted with myself for doing it, and come out stronger to find a way to fight through it if it's something major.
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Update
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I went to the doctor and I've been scheduled for an ultrasound of my breasts and a mammogram. I'll give an update for what happens.
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Just try and stay as positive as you can.. and I am here for you whenever you need it.
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There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
There is no chaos, there is harmony.
There is no death, there is the Force.
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As for the doctor, I've been scheduled for an ultrasound and a mammogram later this month. The doctor seemed a bit upset, though I could have just been reading her wrong. Then again, I tend to come in with health problems not typical of someone that's 24.
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There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
There is no chaos, there is harmony.
There is no death, there is the Force.
I know when my grandmother died, I gained a new appreciation for my mom and aunt. I don't quite know why, but something about them being there with me, and us all experiencing all the terrible things together, really strengthened our bonds.
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